Don't worry

November 11th, 2016, 6:05 pm

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Flamelight7, November 11th, 2016, 6:12 pm     Reply


Guess who sucks at composition? Me.
Guess who sucks at shading? Me.
Guess who sucks at eye placement? Me.
Guess who sucks at keeping friendships? Me.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

...I convinced myself that all my friends hate me, or will grow to hate me. So I'm cutting them all off before I can hurt them.

I hide, I hide, in iodine words
It's something inexplicable
It's something unaccountable

I cry, I cry, when anything hurts
Vexatious, my amygdala
that I can't do a thing about

The tricks and trivials of
every twenty-four
Maybe you could tone it down
a little more

And I, and I dunno
Oh, all I ever knew before
were clusters of holes

An eye for an eye
That's how the game works
In losing my autonomy
A mutilated part of me

And I defy the way the game works
Between you and me,
it's only getting worse

From the mouth
of a cauterized rag doll
Supplications to leave him alone

From the mouth
of the cauterized rag doll
Throw the nails away
and leave him alone

I don't know
where the thoughts are coming from
Pull my strings
and swallow ichor

Fire burns
and the rags are torn apart
I can't inhale anymore

'Cus all I ever know are
HOLES

Today something changed
I figured it's true
The frontal lobe placed me
behind my own strings

'Cus I defy the way the game works
I'll say it again
I'm only getting worse

The dull assumptions
that I've tasted decency
Waiting for the embers
to lose their glow

And I, and I, dunno
Oh, all I've ever seen before
were clusters of holes

Waiting for the world to burn
Waiting for the holes to close, now
Waiting for the world to burn
Waiting for the holes to close, now

I can't see
the holes in my memories
The fire and I, alone again
The guilt and I, alone again

Say we take what had been torn apart
Say we mend any patchwork discord
Turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer
I can't exhale anymore

So, one two three,
and we'll tie the tourniquet
Pull my skin and swallow ichor

Fire burns
and the rags are torn apart
I can't inhale anymore

Day by day and day after day
I'm causing trouble anyway
Pull the fire alarm
I never meant any harm
Never meant any harm

Well, say my limbs are torn apart
and all the stuffing falls out
Let the toy wind down
It should've never been wound
I never meant any harm

Say we take what had been torn apart
Say we mend any patchwork discord
Turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer
Waiting for the world to burn

So, one two three,
and we'll tie the tourniquet
Larvae eating away at everything

Word goes 'round,
I'm the trypo-puppeteer
Laugh along, I'm spreading holes

Now I know
this has always been my fault
and I can't inhale anymore ~Amygdala's Rag Doll by GHOST

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Guest, November 12th, 2016, 5:47 am     Reply


@Flamelight7: ..Please don't be so hard on yourself.
You don't know me, but I'm saying this because it really worries me when anyone thinks like this.

Flamelight7, November 13th, 2016, 5:26 pm     Reply


@Guest: I'm doing them a favor. I don't want my friends to be there when I fall apart.

WiispNightmare, November 20th, 2016, 3:42 pm     Reply


:O
Do I still get to be your friend?
But wait
Then I'm not actually your frined
NU FLAMELIGHT WHY ;^;

Flamelight7, November 21st, 2016, 5:52 am     Reply


@WiispNightmare: It's probably for the best. If I knew you in person, I would've probably emotionally scarred you.

cdpict, November 22nd, 2016, 8:08 pm     Reply


o my god you ripped apart the ragdoll and out came a bunch of crappy sparkle airbrush effects

WiispNightmare, November 28th, 2016, 7:15 am     Reply


@Flamelight7: Gurl you got no idea what I've been through
It's going to take a LOT and I mean a *LOT* to seriously do anything like that to me.

Now look, I don't care if you block me or full out get off Smackjeeves or something but I am just going to keep on thinking and praying about you and there is NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO MAKE ME STOP.
And I will also keep being your friend.
:3

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